I can't freakin believe it is almost MARCH.

Life is odd. Discovered I have relaly good grades, so I got totally drunk 2 nights in a row. I've been drinking more. Scratch that new year's resolution to never drink on school nights! It's been good though. Ain't nothing like new years. Might help that I'm not totally depressed.

I think it's hilarious when people make blog posts where they pretty obviously trash someone else... and most people know EXACTLY who they're talking about. I found one today that trashed ME. I laughed. HARD. Because the jist of it is that I'm too hot or something. I can live with that. Proudly.

I havent' updated xanga in a million years.

tough shit!

I've felt like driving all night, and I'm not any more tired right now than I was a couple hours ago. soo... it is time for that. i even have fun mix cds.

and AFI. har har.

This summer has been weirdddd.

Only one month left until classes start up again, and I haven't really done any of the things I wanted to do this summer.

- Swimming. I went swimming in a hotel pool the first week of May... and that's it. I bought 2 new swimsuits and I havent' had any chances to wear them. Except the 524finale party, but that hardly counts.
- Amusement Park. I really wanted to hit up Kings Island or Cedar Point. I DID go to Camden Park in May, but Camden Park hardly counts as an amusement park. haha. Last year I didn't go to Kings Island until the last day it was open... but I still really want to go to one of these parks before I'm a journalism slave.
- Go somewhere. I haven't left the area... aside from the trip to Columbus to see Chiodos in May. I would like to just... go somewhere... and DO something while I'm there.
- Be active. Aside from work I haven't done this at ALL. I can't stand the heat, so really unless I'm being active indoors this ain't gonna happen, and I'm not really complaining about it much. haha.
- PARTY! Haven't done much of this either. I've gone to a couple of shows and went to a total of 2 actual parties. (well, a pre-party and a party). Maybe a couple other "get togethers" in there... but I havent' had the crazy summer I expected to have.

I decided Huntington is super lame. There are only so many times you can go to Pullman Square before you get tired of it, and the same goes for the Huntington Mall and the stores around there. I can't wait for school to start just so I'll have classmates to talk to.

My summer has been good though, I'm not complaining. It's WAY better than last year, even though I did a lot more last summer. This summer could end up being the best yet still... I mean I still have a month until classes suck me in. I just need one or two really fun great things before school begins and I'll be good.

Crazy. That is all.

So my weekend was. That's about it. But I guess I'll post highlights?

524 Season Finale-- I definitely made the mistake of building it up to be super awesome in my head. I had fun the first half, but after a while I started getting ticked with the 8493285 people there and ended up sitting in the corner of the rave for a while listening to Panic at the Disco. Had the 524some spoonfest with Jimbo Keeley and Aaron Grey. Possibly the best and most uncomfortable experience of the night. 4 people on a twin bed with wood frames sticking out sucks. TK and Heidi joined that. At one point Smith was there and Nick was too. I got really ticked for some reason and decided to leave at about 6am. I was pissed that I wasn't going to get any sleep when i work most of the week at really early hours. The 30 minutes of video I have form the party is cool though... well some of it.

Got back home, slept. woke up sick as shit. Almost decided to skip the 30STM show, but started getting ready anyway. Took dayquil and headed over there alone. Got to see Anna and Jesse. Got inside and stood with Logan folks. Recieved word that TK and Aaron with a dick got to hang out with Jared Leto. The bad part was the girl that was with them is one of my least favorite people ever. Huge backstabber, not very nice, likes to pick out people's flaws and go one about them for too long. Pretends she's better than everyone else. I almost cried I was so mad... like I would have rather had ANYONE else hang with Leto than her. As long as she nevers speaks of it to me I'm fine. I'm used to hearing her brag about all of the band guys she's met/hung out with/etc with.

Anyway, show RULED. Me and Nick pushed towards the front adn were honestly just inches from Jared Leto every time he leaned over the crowd. We were right in the middle. only about 4 or 5 "rows" of people (a.k.a. annoying 12-15 year olds). i got so fucking sweaty... and dehydrated. I hung with Nick after the show because I needed someone to walk back to 524 with. he was waiting for autographs or something, and I wasn't willing to buy a $900 tshirt or a cd i already have. Cara was talking to me and the bouncer guy shooed her away. found richie-- got my cameras back, bought water at BP, went home. I was goign to shower adn go to bed, but that turned into takinga bath, eating a sandwich, adn heading over to A-hole's place to watch some Firefly. I love that show.

Came back here at 3:30ish adn fell asleep. Woke up automatically at 6:30 after dreaming about sleeping on a log bed near a creek with a bunch of my old neighbors. i also dreamt i worked at a Kroger/Petland with Cody Sowards and he was standing on a box spring matress singing the spongebob squarepants song. ton of other random ass people there too. i had to take care of guinea pigs and bunnies and some puppies. I dream of my job all the time =\ woke up at 8 for work, got there, uneventful and fast paced day.

Although I did feed a snake live mice. I thought I'd be really freaked out and upset about it, but it was actually pretty fucking awesome. Am I morbid?

Sorry that shit was so long, but I had a lot to say. hah. i never update this or anythign else ANYWAY.